How it is like to turn 24?

entering the phase that birthday is not something special anymore.

too sad that aging is normal thing happens to everyone also me. this year i'm turning 24. at this age i can say that i have been living well. i live independently, i have stable job and income, and can take care of my self well.
But I don't know.. life just get boring day by day more and more. And being happy seems not effortless anymore. I kinda lost. I'm just 24 but it feels like I have been turned to 30 eventhough I have no idea what it is like to be 30. LOL
Routinity absorbs so much energy, I am draining easily
I wanna be thankful
I wanna be grateful and being positive about myself but It's kinda hard because I surrounded by many negativities. Or it is just me who turn to be more negative?
Everyday is a complain day, different day but same complaining
over and over


Life is not as challenging as before. I mean my kind of challenge that I like.
And I feel like I'm fooling myself with the word challenging itself.
Challenging? When it actually just thing to make my self accept the routinity, the same thing, the repetation,

I am 24 yo and I am bored with almost every aspect of my life right now. I lost my excitement about almost everything.

But it's ENOUGH. I gotta back to my own and right track not the track that anyone create for me.

Petak Sembilan - Kota Tua Experience

When you live in Jakarta, especially in its downtown your daily view would be full of malls, high buildings or even skyscrapper and of course traffic. For a person who doesn't like or easily get stressed by routine and those kind of views. This destination might match you well.

Took a stroll in Petak Sembilan, Glodok was kind of new thing and brought me of course a different vibes. The building, the people and the activity that lived.

my first visit at Vihara Dharma Bakti, Petak Sembilan