when you meet toxic person

it is easy for you to judge me by my outlook not what i have been through
it is very easy for you to say something very mean and wrap it as a joke
you say i am good enough but you see me i am never good enough
you say i have to pick up the chances. i do. but you throw it away and say that i don't want to learn.
you say i suck but you suck in the first place and you act like you are the most lovable person well in fact...
you say i am stealin the spotlight while actually you are who does.
you humiliated me by words that slipped out very easily from your mouth and laught at it and again wrap it as a joke.
and the sad thing is i slowly believe that i am not good enough like what you said.


nothing is good even in the good thing in the eye of toxic person
they steal your personal space and when you irritated by that they blame you and tell people that you are the bad person.
they play victims
they make you feel unworthy
they make you feel bad about yourself and make you believe that all of that because of your personality not them.

when enough is never enough.
of course i'm tired and mad yet i just can find a way to understand that toxic person. and still i am not good enough.

oh please people (also myself)
if we dont have something nice to say it is much better to stay sealed.